You are highly functionally depressed. Its a mixed blessing, i think. On the one hand, you are highly functioning. On the other, its hard to tease out what is depression, what is compensation, and what you might be able to do without depression.
Okay enough. I'm noticing how I'm not jumping at things I should jump at, and slowing down on things that have motivated me well for a long time.
I'm always surprised when I remember that, oh yeah, "I don't get what I need and I stop being able to force myself to do the work" applies to me too, not just other people.
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Date: 2016-10-06 03:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-06 04:13 am (UTC)I can have life suck horribly for a long time and just... not... stop.
Not that there are no problems. Just that they occur in motion.
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Date: 2016-10-10 06:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-06 04:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-10-06 04:58 am (UTC)I'm always surprised when I remember that, oh yeah, "I don't get what I need and I stop being able to force myself to do the work" applies to me too, not just other people.
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Date: 2016-10-17 02:03 am (UTC)